testing one, two, three...

alright...so here i am. entering the world of "real blogging." after spending nearly a year in "xanga therapy" and letting people watch me "grow up" through my on-line venting , i am going to start putting effort into my entries. ultimately, i'd like this site to be my more serious work. you know, the stuff i have a passion for. or the shit that pisses me off. or the things that make me happy. i've been inspired lately by other bloggers (those that i know, as well as those that i don't know) to actually work at these things...to make them worth reading. so! no longer will i ramble aimlessly without a subject. from now on i will have a purpose behind each blog. or at least make a decent attempt.

so, sit back and enjoy. use this to fill your free time at work or read it at 3 o'clock in the morning when you're too drunk to sleep. either way, fans are cool.

oh, and i should add...before you continue...i don't like capitalizing my letters. and i am rather fond of those little dots called ellipses. deal with it.